| Wednesday, November 25th, 2009 |
| 1:12 am |
best live 2009
live 2009 noise: pharmakon ahlzagailzehguh wince halflings cathode terror secretion explosive improvised device grasshopper sickness kakerlak bastard noise 2673 paid in puke noveller beemask rock: melt banana eyehategod rorschach c.r. simon and the bar sinisters future virgins deathcycle malkuth wolves in the throne room lightning bolt |
| Monday, January 26th, 2009 |
| 11:46 pm |
best live of 2008
a little late this year sickness/astro @nff pharmakon/hands rendered useless @ broad channel alzegaihlzeguh/yellow tears @ issue project room noveller @ tommy's tavern, la superette, etc malkuth @ abc no rio, silent barn, etc hive mind/damion romero @ vanishing point gray market @ broad channel halflings @ red light district deathcycle @ rock star bar punch @ boneyard carnal knowledge @ lulu's, boneyard, danbro, etc cop on fire @ abc no rio phobia/skarp @ knitting factory tragedy/ systematic death @ knitting factory carcass @ nokia theatre sickness/prurient/wolf eyes @ cake shop sex vid @ knitting factory cheeky @ lulu's laibach @ irving plaza techno barcore @ bowery poetry club |
| Friday, December 12th, 2008 |
| 7:21 pm |
merzbow!!!
merzbow and sonic youth at no fun fest!!!!!!! if only masonna were added still my life now has meaning!!!! |
| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008 |
| 8:15 am |
Something to look forward to
No Fun Fest 2009. May 15,16,17 at Music Hall of Williamsburg in Brooklyn Final Lineup and ticket info/prices will be announced by January 12. Confirmed so far (in no particular order): Bastard Noise Grey Wolves Bardo Pond Thrones Blank Dogs Skullflower CON-DOM Conrad Schnitzler's Con-Cert Xeno and Oaklander Emeralds Raglani Pulse Emitter Black Puss Axolotl Yellow Tears Chris Corsano Rafael Toral with C. Spencer Yeh and Trevor Tremaine Marcus Schmickler/ Peter Rehberg Noveller Pedestrian Deposit Jazzfinger Mattin Carlos Giffoni |
| Monday, November 17th, 2008 |
| 8:56 pm |
the end
so many great things in my life now, but it still is nowhere near enough. And things can only get worse from here. the best option is to end my life as soon as possible. |
| 5:11 pm |
lots of shows
Thursday night noise in far rockaway Friday night indie/punk in crown heights Saturday afternoon grind at abc no rio Saturday night black metal/acoustic/crazy at the silent barn |
| Tuesday, September 30th, 2008 |
| 1:59 am |
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| Wednesday, September 10th, 2008 |
| 12:25 am |
no progress
2008 has been a bad year for me and dating. Then again so were the last few years and really every year of my life.i've only had dates in 1994,1995,2003,2004,2005!!!!! And some of those years were literally 1 date. It's pathetic that at 31 i am far behind most people who are 21. Nothing will ever change. It has nothing to do with my attitude. It has to do with what women find attractive/important, and whatever it is, it isn't me and it never will be. |
| Friday, May 2nd, 2008 |
| 4:58 pm |
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| Monday, April 28th, 2008 |
| 12:44 pm |
too much
no friendships or love in my life. just rejection. |
| Thursday, April 17th, 2008 |
| 9:09 am |
ending
there is no reason for me to keep living. |
| Sunday, April 6th, 2008 |
| 11:32 am |
no changes
I got a few responses to my craigslist ad. Two even saw my picture and still continued to email! Now it's been at least a week since I heard from any of them. I guess they found someone better, or realized i'm not good enough. This isn't progress. |
| Tuesday, February 12th, 2008 |
| 10:24 pm |
worthless
I wish i were dead. I fail at every aspect of life. I am not important to anyone. I am bad with money, have 0 friends, cannot get a date or find love, dropping out of grad school, and I have no chance of teaching well. What's left? Nothing. |
| Tuesday, December 25th, 2007 |
| 9:10 am |
best live 2007
deathcycle darkside nyc lightning bolt go apeshit tangled lines iskra mr natural merzbow pain jerk incapacitants 16 bitch pile up joda asra iron lung atakke prurient sin orden american cheeseburger diamanda galas carlos giffoni wolves in the throne room white mice bloody panda noosebomb resistant culture |
| Saturday, December 1st, 2007 |
| 8:32 am |
back to normal
My life is back to normal for me at least, which is far far below average. You are confident, well-educated, tall, attractive and not bitter I would love to find a sweet, funny, attentive and preferably tall Jewish guy (preference..not a must) to explore the possibility of a relationship with Please be between 25 and 32, tall, have a personality Tall is a plus but not a necessity lol Tall, single, never married, no kids, intelligent, professional, successful, sophisticated, good taste, lover of finest things in life. Seeking a normal guy, white, ages 27-34 only, tall, good shape, sweet, sense of humor and laid back, I'am looking for gentlemen between age of (25-40). Must be tall( over 5'11). If you're tall you get bonus points because I am really tall. I don't mind being taller than you...as long as you can handle it. |
| Sunday, November 25th, 2007 |
| 1:46 pm |
update
age 30 I have no idea how to make friends or find a date. |
| Thursday, November 22nd, 2007 |
| 12:09 am |
Something to look forward to
No Fun Fest 2008. May 16,17,18 at the Knitting Factory In NYC 3 day festival pass availible in February, single day tickets in March (price tba.) Questions : info@nofunfest.com CONFIRMED SO FAR: Upstairs Stage: ASTRO (Hiroshi Hasegawa) Tony Conrad + M.V. Carbon The Haters Consumer Electronics Demons Religious Knives Sudden Infant Burning Star Core Nevari Butchers Carlos Giffoni The Skaters Werewolf Jerusalem Thurston Moore + Nancy Garcia Illusion of Safety Dinosaurs with Horns Randy Yau Keith Fullerton Whitman Nautical Almanac Edwige Lasse Marhaug + Dror Feiler Downstairs Stage: Alvars Orkester Emeralds Joseph Hammer Workbench Halflings Shallow Waters Failing Lights Sewer Election FFH Jason Crumer James Plotkin Greg Kelley Damion Romero Cornucopia Alan Licht Cleanse Rick Potts Eskimo King The Cathode Terror Secretion Afternoon Penis Black Quarter Ahlzagailzehguh Pax Titania Handicapper Hornz Tovah Olson and The Jasons Baby Cobra Headsz |
| Friday, November 2nd, 2007 |
| 6:38 pm |
great
the responses should be coming in any minute now: Hello my name is Bill, I am 30 years old and I live in the Rockaways in Queens. I teach math at the college level in manhattan and the bronx. I enjoy riding the subway, going to shows, and running every morning. My favorite kinds of music are metal/hardcore/noise etc. I have long hair and blue eyes. I have been vegan for over 11 years. I am looking for a relationship, not sex. |
| Thursday, November 1st, 2007 |
| 2:37 pm |
Amazing and Pathetic
The high point of my existence cannot be saying hello to a woman I know on the subway. Another friendship has been ruined over not hanging out. I think this brings the total to 7 maybe? Granted some of those people I never met. In every case these people have plenty of friends, so I am the problem. Some possible reasons are: a) I demand too much from people. (or too much too soon) b) I can't take a hint that people don't want to be my friend. c) I am just not interesting enough to be friends with anyone. d) People are busy and only have time for their real friends. I'm not going through everything all over again here, but i think the overall point is that i'm not important enough. Yes there are other factors. First Rachel said she was swamped. Then eventually other reasons came out: 1)no personal invitation 2)me calling only to complain this is my problem with #2 I went to her party 3 weeks earlier. I had to call her to get the address. If my only calling to complain was a big problem, she should have brought it up then. maybe "why do you want to come to the party if you only complain to me" or " I dont want you at my party because you only ever complain on the phone" If it wasn't mentioned then, it cannot be mentioned now as a reason for not coming to my event. (yes i know there were plenty of other more important reasons) She also mentioned that she didnt think it was important for her to come. If someone came to my party, I'd think it was important to go to any event they had. But then again i wasn't really invited to the party. |
| Monday, October 29th, 2007 |
| 11:32 am |
I lose
no one came to the show. i have no friends no one cares |
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